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So, there's been a long silence. Everything has been moving forward and evolving as it usually does, seasons change and new ideas spring into deeds and happening and become memories. I'm balancing the many selves: the one that's constantly looking for the exchange of energy, and the sensitive hermit, who needs most of the time to recharge and be off the radar.
In the meanwhile, I recorded my debut album with Bedless Bones and it will be out this autumn via Cold Transmission.
I also still like to dress up.

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Outfit - Femmeluxe

Where Is My Voice

I recently directed, edited and styled the video for my musical solo project Bedless Bones.

Check it out + some style examples as screenshots below.

OOTD: Autumn lethargy

The dark look is made for this weather, so I'm getting my goth vibe on recently.

All of these items are from Zaful.

The jacket had a weird smell when I first opened the package, but it has since faded.

The lace bodysuit is super sexy, but it's definitely made for a shorter torso. I'm 5 foot 6 and I had to make some adjustments. Luckily I'm generally OK with using a needle and a thread.

My favorite piece here is definitely the velvet choker, it's so pretty!

PU Jacket - Zaful

Lace bodysuit - Zaful

Velvet necklace - Zaful

I've been cooking some delicious vegan meals lately...

These zucchini burgers turned out just unbelievable. And super easy to make: I just shredded a zucchini, an onion, 2-3 garlic cloves, a bit of ginger and some gram flour and oat flakes... Spice it up with cumin, thyme, turmeric and oregano, a bit of salt and voilá!

And an autumn special - fresh apples and plums with berry-cacao nicecream with peanut butter, coconut shreds and blackberries. To die for!

slide into the night

On this lovely dark, gloomy and foggy November evening we drove to Riisipere, a small Estonian town. You know the liberating feeling of driving to a sort-of-random place and just hanging out, not knowing anyone - or like it was in our case - not meeting anyone really. Feels so safe and solemn. Like home.

 I'm obsessed with this top. Been wearing it all the time. It's from Wholesale7

 

 

 

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The cold shoulder

My beautiful sunny Sunday consisted of wandering outside in the woods and reading at home with my cat curled up on my belly... and now I'm going to sew for a while and then take a long bath... pure idyll.

And here is my (unsurprisingly) all black outfit for the day.

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The last day of February and the first day of March in Helsinki

I'm back from Helsinki. The concert night went great, you never see so many people at dark electro/industrial/synthpop parties in Estonia. People also put more effort in dressing up. I'm not a fan of the cyber goth look, but the atmosphere was great and it was definitely fun to be there and dance until the lights were put on. By the way, the event took place on a boat, which had three dance rooms on different floors and we found a happy sauna party at the backstage... the naked guys from a previous party took their time before leaving.

We only had a few hours to spend in Helsinki and we went to Black & White  and Music Hunter. All DVD boxes were 50% off in Music Hunter, so we got a Tarantino box. Maybe I'll finally get to watch Jackie Brown, the only Tarantino movie I haven't seen.

I got Edgar Allan Poe's The Fall of House Usher and other writings from the Academic Bookstore. It's great to finally have it in the original language. I also had a severe wtf-moment, when I checked if they had something from Michel Houellebecq, who's one of my favourite writers. They had a paperback of his last novel The Map and the Territory and on the back cover it was written Michel Houellebecq (1956-2010)... He was born on 1956, but he is still here... Quite a phenomenon. It might have something to do with the fact that the novel has a character, a writer also called Michel Houellebecq and he dies in the book. The novel was published in 2010. I don't know if someone mixed up literature and life, but it certainly made me want to read the book even more. I have it in Estonian since last May, so as soon as I've finished his Platform, I will definitely read it.